somtimes i wonder what you see in me..
cause when i look in the mirror,
i cant see what you see,
im not very pretty,
im not very smart,
but yet you still love me with all of your heart,
somtimes i dont even know who i am..
but you do your best to try to understand
you have been there through the good and the bad
so your the best friend that i never had
i still dont understand why you love me so
but as long as you do,
i hope it continues to grow.
FirsT
First best friend: doNt remember
First car: never had one
First real kiss: dont remember ???
First break-up: that was a LoNg time ago...
First job: uM...
First screen name: smanta_m
First self-purchased album: britney spears..HaHa
First funeral: my grampa 
First pets: bird..[tookie] haha
First piercing/tattoo: ears
First credit card: never had one
First true love: wuts that? LoL.
First enemy: forgot.
First big trip: DisneyLaNd?. lol
First musicians/music you remember hearing in your house i dont know
LASTS
Last cigarette: long time ago...gROsS! dont do iT!
Last car ride: uM...suNdaY
Last kiss: does My LiTTLe cousin count?
Last good cry: i doNT KnOW
Last library book checked out: uM...forgot but..i think mine is over due
Last movie seen: win a date with tad hamilton
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: ..uM...i jusS HaD strawberries!?
Last phone call: sanoe
Last time showered: i gotta do that right after this
Last shoes worn: my school shoes
Last item bought: sKirT [LucY LoVe]
Last annoyance: cousin!
Last disappointment: what jazz told everyone!
Last time wanting to die: 2 weeks ago!
Last time scolded: 1.31.o4
Last shirt worn: olgc uniforM! 
LoL!
HappY birtHdaY JoN!